Decisions.
there are so many things in life that requires one to think abt it for a long time and finally come to a conclusion to carry out necessary steps. sometimes what you do may hurt your feelings and please others. other times it would prove otherwise. sometimes what you choose is not what you want, you get forced into it. but more often than not, your choice will definitely affect you, your loved ones, and the people around you. your friends. definitely. sometimes the impact your actions leave is great enough to change others' lives and sometimes it would not. that's what you and I call 'decisions'.
aggregate of 23 for prelims will land me quite no where. but if it were to be modded to about 20, me and edward will go to SRJC. ahahks, funny, me being in SRJ. who would have thought? but then again, shit happens. ahahks.. i just wish that i could decide this time round. sigh..
so if i go to SRJ, and after Feb i gt back my results.. hope it's definitely lesser than 15 points. hell am i gonna buck up. its not that hard you noe. after all, i onli got Fbloody9 for humans cus i din do SEQ. by o levels, i would get..
targeted, maximum L1R5 for O bloody Levels.
english b4
humans c5
HML b4
amaths b4
emaths a1
chem a1
phy b4
bio b3
what i already haf
ML "O"s a2
if i use english as L1, and R5 humans, emaths, chem, bio, malay, i would get
4 + 5 + 1 + 1 + 3 + 2 = 16 for O levels.
16 - 4 bonus = 12 points.
MJ here i come.
1) ahahks.. decisions.. decisions.. if i go SRJ with 20 points and all, i go MJ after i three months
2) if not eligible even after getting O results, i wld not stay in SR. i would go poly instead
3) if i get modded to, miraculously, to 17, which is sooo out of the mind.. and minus 4 points bonus, which is sooo tentative.. i can start knocking on MJ's doors le.
3/4 of 4V are eligible for JC after mod
4) so if i fall into the 1/4 grp, i haf first three months of work. at pizzahut prolly? ahahks free food, i heard. got money oso. cool eh.
from here i got two more choices
5) after working three months i might get O results and get into a JC,
6) or not. then i wld go poly instead.
so all in all
1) first three months if SRJ
*(a) then after that i can go to MJ
*(b) or after that i go poly
2) first three months MJ
*(a) then stay there
*(b) or after that i go poly
3) first three months work
*(a) then MJ
*(b) or poly
see the many possibilities that i haf to face.
only time and friends can make me eliminate a few of those choices
and make me come to a consensus.
i hope i get what i really want
i hope that this time round i get to choose instead
i hope that what i get do not affect the people arnd me badly
i hope.
see the many possibilities i haf to face?
3:13 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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