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-caliphs-

[`fityaN]
[`acaP]
[`aishaH]
[`azra'iE]
[`daniaL]
[`fahmI]
[`fanA]
[`farzanA]
[`feedzA]
[`hidA]
[`hasanaH]
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[`psyfuL]
[`raudaH]
[`ridhwaN]
[`ruqayyaH]
[`saraH]
[`sharmeE]
[`tifaA]
[`zeE]

-friends-

[`adaM]
[`alviN]
[`ansleY]
[`asrI]
[`ayeshA]
[`azrI]
[`chintoW]
[`bayA]
[`benedicT]
[`carmeN]
[`denaN]
[`elyN]
[`eugenE]
[`fanglU]
[`faraH]
[`farahiN]
[`fatiN]
[`frencescA]
[`f-qubE]
[`jaimE]
[`janeT]
[`jasminE]
[`jazreeL]
[`jessicA]
[`junjuN]
[`junkwanG]
[`kristiN]
[`meixiN]
[`musliM]
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[`nazuraH]
[`qaziM]
[`sabrinA]
[`saraH]
[`sarah SC]
[`ser miN]
[`shidA]
[`shingkwaN]
[`shiqI]
[`shuninG]
[`singweI]
[`valeriE]
[`xinlinG]
[`zaI]
[`zihuI]
[`zuL]

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[`ahmed.uK]
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[`harunyahyA]
[`deenporT]
[`visualdhikR]
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* Sunday, November 27, 2005 *
Graduation Blues - Dispersal of Stars
[author's foreword: this is outright plagiarism. sorry jaz. XD]


currently listening to: TongHua and Graduation (Vitamin C)


as the year draws to an end, i reminisce the many times i have spent with the loveliest people of my life - the people i call Friends. Four years of being together, going through the ups and downs of CCA with dearest Jaime, Qazim, Dora, and all, the 1/1, 2/1 classmates that i still make contact with like Britney and all, the 3/1, 4V superstars that i pray against Fate that i will one day meet up with all of em together again for they are the greatest people whose lives i have trespassed without first knocking on their doors, Fatin's clique of fantastic people, the Higher Malay Peeps, the sec threes like Sharms and Sarah, the many Temasekian acquaintances, Jun's group and all, and lastly but never at all the least, my new found "f4-turn-5566" - as quoted from Edward - gang, Deen, Phira, Edward, and Alvin! =)

also, do read the author's last words right at the end of this post for a last message from me. thanks once again.





ex 1/1, 2/1- ians



britney


never fails to amuse me with her classy antics and stuff, used to be enemies with me throughout of sec one.. man the first time i made human communication with her she pissed me off already. i was talking to Janet on first day of school on how to pronounce her name, and here came miss high class Britney XD to reprimand me of my mispronunciation. i was so pissed that i became Brit's First Enemy in sec one, and the whole grp of gurls plus the misfit that i was, all backstabbed one another.. sigh.. nice old days.. when we used to have crying competitions (the other unseen side of me) and nice Valentine's memories.. i still keep the goodluck card this gurl gave me on Vee Day. man.. cant believe she's going to VJAY! wah lao.. ahahks.. but yeah.. no matter how many times i hated her.. one fine day in sec two she became one of the first few good ol friends.. yeah with her inseparable couterpart which of course is none other than my MY MOM JANET. =) i am gonna miss her so.

choonwei
the good boy i sat with in class for a year, and who always tries to keep me leashed to silence and shut me big mouth up but in vain, i enjoyed the year i sat with him and janet and weijian at the back of the classroom. initially i thot he hated me so much in sec one cus i keep on talking and talking nonstop all hits all day but like Britney, one fine day i clicked on so well with him we cracked up jokes.. but sadly our friendship limited only within the classroom walls, but we still say our Hi when we meet in the corridors.. sweet. ahahks and yeah, i still remember those HomEc days.. after the lesson we had a picnic up in class, passing around amateur nasi lemak la.. spaghetti la.. pizza la.. right under the teacher's nose. lol. so fun. whee~


kenneth
the guy who never fails to crack up wise jokes. man i miss the times we had on class activites. yeah this guy also very smart on his Faith stuff, that sometimes we spend hours sitting in teh school porch talking abut the end of the world.. lol.. but heck.. this small kid sure has a big mouth. ciongsam power!

[uh.. cldnt think of others animore.. sowie.. =P]


fateyn's clique
of wonderful personalities. wow i love them so.


fateyn
used to be my mother.. cus she is so lovable! ahahks the gang of the grp, she can be so spontaneous that she cld see me in teh streets, pick me up like that and bring me to wacth movies.. sigh.. ahahks.. loved the good old times we had in Higher Malay.. and during the rare times i jalan with you all man. woohoo.


hidayah
my parter in crime. we used to run in the rain together when no one else had enuf guts to, run around the national stadium when the world is racing inside, just to escape the clutches of Mr Cuthbert, always turn up late for school along with me.. aahahks and plotting to skip school one fine day should we ever turn up late ever again. but we din skip, hamchi. lol. all-smiles no-cries hidayah is the GURL!


qazim
my NPCC squaddie cum Higher Malay classie cum member of FAQ cum recesstime canteen friend cum Fateyn's clique friend. i SO am gonna miss the thousands of times we bitched together, fite together, go Mosk together.. ahahks NP times.. the rare occassions that i turned up.. still, u never failed to make my day. rawk on, and stay the cheerful and strong-spirited person i always noe you as. strive for your best, give your all, and who knows one day you might be where you always wanted to be. BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING!~ XD. all the best fer your future stuff, and hope one day we meet again eh? =)


raudah
ahahks, super duper friend cum fellow Fityanite! (tho i missing in action for so long.. man i am starting to miss Mosk!) this gurl one helluva powerpacked enthu super penghuluwati kindof gurl man, enthu, always up to crazy ideas.. i miss the times we had lotsa fun. but heck, do ask the rest to join Fityan pls pls pls. then we can always meet up often man. all the way Rau!


shidaaaaa
ahahks I FINALLY DONT OWE YOU A CHOCOLATE NO MORE! man.. now that the burden's of my chest i can finally rest in peace. ahahks. always keep the many things that i have blanja'ed you (like the 3 for one dollar scrunchie lol) ahahks.. the more u wear it the more pahala i get lol. i am so gonna miss ur crazy luffter, your jokes in class, your cute face expressions and swing-arms-in-air movements. lol. you can go far if u believe! wherever you go, i pray for your success man. Shida, i WILL MISS YOU!


wani
ahahks cutie wanie.. tho we dun really socialise.. still i can remember those fun times we had when i bullie dyou. wait, more like the fun times i had. aahsk! still! ahahks.. all the best and may you always remain the sweet and cute gurl i know okay? ahahks =)

somehow i have to add Rani here.


rani
oh how i enjoyed the times we slept together on the trip to Pahang man. the moment i woke up, i saw ur sleeping face right in front of mine.. so sweeeett- wait. NIGHTMARE. lol. ahahks.. i will forever miss ur witty remarks, the way you bitched about me.. damn.. no matter how bad it was... i understand ur incapability to keep ur mouth shut. aahahks... still, i will misss you!!!!! may u prosper as a linguist, and in life, cus u definitely haf a brilliant future ahead, a strong headed and spirited personality like you. ahahks.. and THANKS so much for teaching me the meaning of the word "tactful" cus initially i tot it meant to stand in someones shoes.. then very smelly. lol. but hahahks. yeah. enjoy life!

higher malay peeps

asri
ahahks. member of the FAQ (Faizal-Asri-Qazim) and the loyal fellow MoskGoer. ahahks. you never fail to astound me with your verbal linguistics, cus ur english like damn power man.. ahahks.. and yeah.. all the many trips to Friday prayers.. all the times we buillied our fellow FAQ qazim and the many few times i followed you guys go eat at parkway parade and banquet. on fridays.. lol, charmed still rawks and so do you man.. all the best fer ur life in Kelantan as a padi boy (joking!) and may you really go to VeeJay! and yeah, did i mention ur voice can rawk the world! guys die to have a high voice like that, and you noe that! ahahks.. okay la.. keep in touch!

shahidah
oh how i love to bully you. ahahks... i remembered i snapped ur wrist band ur sth.. ahahks.. the banquet times.. the Yong Tau Foo Fan Club! LOL i president, you vice president.. then who ahr.. teh secretary and the treasurer? Fatin and Farha right!! ahahks.. finally we had at least two official yong tau foo fan club meetings right! all the way man.. yeah.. the last time i enjoyed any food arnd you was the banquet time at parkway with fatin and farha and ilyana and asri... ahahks.. enjoyed the times man.. always remember me, and hope we meet again for a third meeting! yong tau foo just rawk our socks mann..


farha
smart gurl, a marine-biologist wanna be now dunnoe what she wanna be already.. ahahks i like noe her since sec one seh.. very smart and sporty too, but her witty remarks man.. shiok.. ahahks.. all the best !

fatin
ahahks sweet gurl, all smiles, got one time we go Mj open house and she became my gurlfriend for the day.. soo sweet.. ahahks.. another yong tau foo fan club member!! hahahks may you prosper in whatever JC u enrol in !!


3/1-4versatiliy superstars


ashley
the only time we ever worked together was during the VJC environmental science thing with farhad gifford juechen.. scooping longkang water from the huge drain next to VJC and testing for E-Coli bacteria.. lol.. but hey.. ur terrific understanding in bio really earns my respect man.. but ahhaks.. sad im not so close to you XD. and yeah. ur english rawks man!!


ansley
OMG. asnley ansley ansley my fellow loyangian... man if i ever forget you in my life i swear i will get struck by lightning. i will never forget that time when i padlocked your cute bag to the desk in Eng's classroom! lol.. and ahahks.. ur pink and greens... lol.. youre cute you noe that, and yeah from what i read you love hugging others.. ahahks.. keep that going man, cus hugs are something that really soothe others in times of need when words cannot make things out. you rawk, and stay the strong and firm believer in God that i know you as.. and keep that smile on your face cus with your personality you can definitely make a difference in the world. i can see a bright future ahead of you, do what u deem is right, and sometimes its good to follow ur heart. i know youre one helluva spirited and enthu gurl full of gusto and fervor.. your oopmh can make a change in others' life you know! so! all the best in ur future and we might one day meet again!


janet
the leader of the almost inseparable four. the friend i had for four years, the mother i have in temasek and the one that should she ever leave me i will lose someone so dear to me. ahahks, all this time in Temasek.. the class outings and activities in lower sec the many times we cheated in CAs in class, we kena scolded for that, for talking, your marks and spencer sweets, your chocolates YOUR LOVELY LOVELY CAKE you baked for my birthday!! omgawd thinking of your leaving sinagpore makes me start to cry man.. then in sec three i became closer to you and jun jun and matilda and my dawgie Lu.. the many wonderful times we had playing basketball, ahahks... going out to eat and stuff.. man i wish you can continue yor life story here in singapore.. like what u said in my autograph book, theres a reason why God sent you to migrate from HK to Spore.. and because of that i met a wonderful and gorgeous, loving soul like you. damn am i damned to separate from you, all of us are gonna miss the CM we had for four years! omagwd.. pls pls pls.. net, mom, mommy.. do keep in contact and keep in touch, cus you made a difference in my life. =) hope you remain bestfriends with Britney and remain friends with all our friends in sec 3 and 4, the best of luck fer your future life pursuing Food and Nutritions in wherever you go, may God remain there with you throughout your life on earth and love you forever, mom!


fanglu
lulu!!! dawgiee!! my sole confidant in my life, and i swear, without you i wld haf lost one close friend. and damned i am if that happened. okay. firstly i would cry and breakdown and die if your dun go to MJC. you haf to be there. you noe i cannot live life if you go somewhere else! i still need someone to confide in you know.. then.. the best part is that i only knew her for two years and voila shes in my close circle of friends. how i love you so fang lu. just today she left for macau and china.. hope you come back soon with lots of dawgie treats for your master cus im running out of dawg food for you. ahahks.. the many times we had with the gurls.. the times we shared emotional pains.. cries.. luffter.. your very complicated and drama mama life story.. ahahks you know if you need help im always there 24-7. and all the best in your life, and your love life too, whoever the other guy may be, cus i dun believe in luck.. you pursue whats best for you, and please lor, try to at least act like a WOMAN. you bite me one more time i will have to leash you up. lol. okay... may we remain in contact, and stay away from trouble okay.. take good care while youre alone in singapore in JC life.. and hope we get to go to the same JC! and yeah then you have to teach me how to play piano okay! adios fang lu!!


jun
sigh.. dun go away.. please.. dont go away.. hmm.. i am so gonna miss you if you do. i really do hope we keep in contact eh jun. cus u noe what else i am gonna write here.. i will miss you.


ifana
HAHAKS! dinnoe youre lesbo!!! ahahks whatever you do or wherever you go i pray for your success man! designs in japan!! wah laoo.. so darn cool. just remember to return to singapore once in a while.. man.. im gonna miss you once you leave singapore for indon, then for japan.. ahahks.. and yeah.. i will always treasure the class tee, just like everyone else.. wah laoo.. i noe ure gonna be a very good designer lor.. and yeah... all the best for your life.. and hope we meet again! but no matter how hard it seems for us to ever meet again, alwats be safe knowing that you have made a friend in me. =)

ilyana
hello my fellow friend.. aiyoh sec three we fight for so long dunnoe why sia.. now we like can click so well. ahahks i am just happy i matchmade you and mr K lor.. ahahsk all the best for the both of you, and heck am i gonna miss your craziness and all.. man.. hope we get in touch okay!


jaime
wah lao. this gurl. since sec one.. nP times.. all the craziness of NPCC.. i remember taking a photo with you while all muddy after the mud activity during camp lor.. sigh.. then in sec three and four same class as you wah lao.. damn mad.. i cannot forget your crazy seductions.. you seduced the pizzahut aunty for an extra bowl of soup, you seduced the bus driver on the way from MJC.. wah lao and you poked ms rajah sexily on her arm! wah laoo you are the limit man, BIGTIME! ahahks.. i see mr SK influence you BIGTIME eh.. all the best between teh both of you, and pls do invite me to you wedding, if not i will crash it like no ones business. ahahks hell am i gonna miss ur crazy luffter and stuff.. woohoo.. jaime, youre the MAN. XD lol.


jessica
loyangian, and very hip. you rawk man! i secretly like your hairstyle lor, but never had the opportunity to say it out loud. and yeah! your english super power sia.. i beli jealous lor.. i read your blog you know.. keep reading mine kaee!! and tag!! ahahks.. may you get into the JC you want!! and keep living the artist in you! i love your drawings and your doodlings lor! rawks!!


soohui
ahahks.. i have never tot i wld ever talk to you, when i came in sec three.. but it so happened that youre not shy to talk to me after all.. XD do you noe that i sorta fancy your voice.. damn sweet lor.. and you can blush so well sia.. your cheeks can turn red man!! (SK if you are reading this, i mean CHEEKS and nuthing else XD) aahahks.. thanks for lending me the pencil during the prelims exams XD.. and see you around!

xueting
another funny gurl man!! ahahks i will always remember chemistry class lor.. you sit next to me then we always compete and try to outdo each other in every CA! ahahks.. but you almost always beat me lor.. so smart.. so jealous lor.. ahahks.. and yeah.. ehem.. invite me to ur wedding kay!! ahahks! (ehem ehem) lalalalaaaa... =D

xinling
my very super duper enthu can-scream-one-but-on-the-outside-very-sweet gurl bio friend! we sit in class during lelas lessons.. aahhsk.. do u rememebr the drawing we drew of our "child" during one genetics lessons, we flip the coin then see what characteristic our baby would have.. ahahks.. lol.. so funny.. ahahks. you rawk man!

dora
my NP squaddie! ahahks remember the times we always quarrelled during NP cus the camp planning sucked..? ahahks... will always remmeber the NP times man.. you will always be my doraemon!

matilda
ahahks. this one.. one helluva tough gurl.. eh you.. can sleep during maths lessons and still get away with it and still understand the lesson and STILL have a whole nice book of notes. lol.. still remember the funny moments with ifana, the three of us sitting in the same grp during kamlesh de classes.. ahahks.. and yeah.. i envy ur netball skills lor, can throw ball far far with one hand sia.. superpower..!! ahahsk did i mention u looked like a real cute anime during grad nite? ahahks! all the way mat!


wanchin
yay! another surviving fellow 1/1 peep. ahahks know you for four years le.. but seldom talk. but niwae youre a really nice gurl with lotsa .. good english pronunciation! ahahks confident while speaking in front of e class too! ahahks so smart some more.. which guy wldnt want you lor.. sigh.. ahahks! all the way man and all the best fer ya Oz results!!


jiayin
another soft-on-the-outside-but-crunchy-on-the-inside friend i noe fer two years! ahahks dinnoe we are on talking terms, but hey! bravo man.. ahahks.. you too, all the best fer ur future man!


nuurul
ahahks.. my fellow tuition friend.. knew you struggled so hard to get ur marks.. but hey! you get what you wanted man.. JC! all the way, and cheers to a lasting friendship!

swati
OMG OMG OMG SWATI! ahahks by very very very good fighting friend for two years. woohoo! ahahks i SO love debating with you man.. all the funny times we tease Farhad.. and the times we fight with Rajah in class, tease about her ******* and her ***** and her - lol! ahahks and yeah, did i mention you look good on graduation night? ahahks.. you are so going to VeeJay, and im so.. undecisive. ahahks. we'll see how okay Swati.. if i can i will go there.. ahahks.. you're one brilliant mind you know.. you are capable of farsighted thinking.. and your english simply scares me man! ahahks.. and you noe you will go far.. but then.. when you are already at that stage when you have everything in the world, never forget the many friends you have in school, cus in school is where you make true lifelong friends, as i quote from someone. all the best in your education, and may you be the model that you wanna be. i will so miss your funny antics and witty remarks.. yes i will, but hey! all the best once again, and let's hope we meet again in the future!

shuying
my very snuggly and warm friend.. ahahks you know sumthing? i really respect you man.. amidst the many trouble you face with money matters and family, you still do survive in school as well as bloom and flourish in your passion - rowing. plus, you are able to live alone and independent, as well as make the nation proud of you. wow, i stand up and take my hat off for you man. youre one helluva strong gurl, both physically and spiritually, and with your determination you will go far. really. and yeah did i mention you are one gurl no guy wld dare outwit? ahahks.. your language not bad eh.. i jealous you know.. ahahks! so all the best and may you gain success in your future education and career!


esther
another friend i know for four years already! ahahks brilliant mind, top in almost everything man! aahks how i envy you. but ahhaks.. in life, one has got to also excel in another area.. how you socialise.. that, if all of us learn to ace, will make us almost allrounded, and only then will you be liked and respected by many.. yeah.. so all the best fer your A's, (like you need that =) and yeah, see you one day!!


daniel
ahahks! this guy got potential one day become prime minister or president sia.. so good at leadership. and yeah ahahks you're great!

denan
Ehem. attention please, im talking about denan here, so listen up! ahahks three words - DENAN RAWKS MY SAWKS OFF! ahahks how many words were that? ahahks aniwae "everytime i see the word 'cool', i straight away get reminded of gwen stefa- nah.. DENAN!" that quote is famous, tot all of you should noe lor.. sigh. ahahks.. i still remembered the first time i met denan (how come this appears everytime i recount about you sia), we were on the chartered bus to Kallang Stadium for NDP rehearsal, and we were sitting together with the stupid green shit on.. and the first topic we were hot talking about was about SHIT. not just any shit, but about FLOATING SHIT!! like how shit float, and what happens if shit floats.. we will see brown stars in the sky, and then you on aeroplane you look out window got shit waving at you.. lol... we were so barwd.. maybe.. or we full of shit thats why.. but hahahks.. it was great man.. then all the way to sec three we were merely acquaintances.. till we came into the same class.. this is like freaky man.. we were fated to be friends.. woohoo.. then somehow both deen and i were always the only ones not to hand in anything that sounds along the lines of homework.. always kena scolded then everytime we would promise each other to bring next time, and the next, and the next... but we never did. lol. we were officially The Slackers of 4V man.. then one day we said we were in the same boat.. you know... that we will push each other in the boat down the river of success... lol.. sometimes we talk crap about how the boat has sunk and all.. what nonesense.. but its this kind of small nonsensical nonsense that really spice my life up man.. then till sec four in august we were just classmates.. then came motv camp.. (long story made short) and voila.. denan became my close friend.. its about 5 months already, and hey.. cheers to a lasting friendship, and i mean it.. no empty promises here. all the way man.. keep it going.. ahahks.. i know you are one fantastic kid.. and you have a smart head up there. (yes the one up there. not down. XD) yet you wanna pursue what's best for you, what you really like, and i tip my hat for you for your decision. tho we may not end up in the same damn school, i know were gonna meet every waking moment of our lives so that i get to see your face every damn day. lol! ahahks all the best of luck fer ya poly life and hope we never say the last goodbye!


farhad
ahaks my fellow english class friend. with swati, the three of us wld debate over the smallest things.. man.. ahahks english freaks.. lol.. will always remember your trademark (whoop in the air and shout YES!) ahhsk.. i know u will survive out there. adios farhad!


sintat
ahahks.. when did ur comp crash ahr? march? when did u get it repaired ahr? december? ahahks still.. now that youre online.. u gotta write me testi and visit my blog okay? XD ahaks.. this guy one very caring kid.. very kind also.. sit behind me in english and next to me in social studies.. very fun hor.. ahahks all the best!


banghui
this guy very blur lehh.. ahahks.. also give alot of trouble to my pet dawg. i tell u ahr.. dun anyhow whack lulu okay.. must ask the master first ( me).. she anyhow kena whack by you ahr.. you watch out kay! ( haahks read between the lines) ahahks.. joking lah. what scared ahr? XD

boonkiat
boonkieeee..... !! my squadmate of four years.. another blurking. ahahks.. thanks for all the times you help to give me tips on how to polish the boots and lending me the dictionary in english class to satisfy me farhad and swati's craving for meanings. lol! ahahks will always remmeber you lor.. who cant! Burger King!

kimfang
the class loudspeaker. hahahks.. joking joking.. ahahks.. (what to write!?) uhm... all the best fer your Os? XDD


alvin
ah... alvin. to be honest, i have got no idea what to write about you. if i dun write, then no fair. if i do, it will go on forever. let's see. sec one sec two we stick like shit sec three i slipped away liek soap sec four were back together.. onli God knows until when we would stay friends.. but i guess this guy really puts the letter "I" into Life and puts the "Ship" into ''Friendship" (wait.. more like the word "Friend", shouldnt it be..) and.. without him i wldnt learn the word 'fun'.. hes one helluva smart guy. but he got style. not nerdy or geeky.. i dunnoe what else to write abt you lor honestly.. too much to say until dunnoe.. XD.. yeah... we can talk on the fone for hours long.. i can call him at 11 pm at nite and we talked like no ones business, abt all things under the sun until 1 am.. wah.. ear tired after that.. sleepy some more.. man... we were close yet so far.. in childhood times we happened to be in the same education institution (aka kindergarten) but diff class.. then diff primary school. met in temasek now .. fate. lor. dunnoe why but most of the time we can think alike.. sometimes i think he can read my mind. all the things like common lor.. sometimes freaky oso.. hell, i wouldnt want anyone in my mind. youll be surprised to find whats in there (nuthing).. and yeah wah lao this guy pro at pool sia.. only afew times having shots at it and now he can kick a few balls into the holes.. XD.. ahahsk.. okay basically im talking shoot. uhm.. hum de dum de hum de dummmm.. yeah. alvin is sometimes lame. wait, maybe all the time.. okay wait. not all the time.. sumtymes then.. becus most of the time he's one shy guy who cowers from the hustle and bustly of society. like.. if he lacks sleep, the next morning and if youre lucky enuf to meet him early morning and plus you are late fer the meeting. bang. he'll be so darn mad and starts giving teh cold shoulders.. whahaks.. lol.. right now itll be five days more to getting results for first three months posting.. i pray hard to get into Mj and still remain as close as friends to you as we are now.. theres a high chance im getting into TPJ.. then when O results come out.. i know im gonna do well .. maybe i might wanna consider VJ if i ever, ever get lower than 10.. but yeah.. nothing is ever decided right now.. should we be in MJ.. well, aloha to another two yrs of being.. if not.. well, sad.. haahks.. but nonetheless like you said friendship is not determined by time nor distance.. nor how long u spend with a friend.. its the quality.. bond.. yeah. ahahks.. well.. if i managed to survive one year of slipping away.. maybe i can manage that also fer the rest of me life.. ahahks hu noes.. but hu wants? ahahsk.. so yeah.. if ever that one day we happened to lose contact.. or maybe something like God knows what happened and we cant talk like last time.. or when one day we enter the same university or sth.. then we happen to meet.. just know that.. i wont hesitate to say hi.. so! all the best for your future, you know you can go very very far with that brains.. and hope you really get the one soulmate you like in life.. XD.. and.. best wishes for your results... and.. thanks for being my friend. always cherish the times we had together, and always be safe in the knowledge that you always always have a friend in me. once again, Thank You.
(round of applause please)


gifford
irritating.. but sometimes u cant deny it no more that hes nice lor.. ahahks.. sometimes both of us dun click at all.. then i would scold him all teh chimpanzee words i can think of and he would haf a clue what im saying.. but ahahks.. he sometimes we also talk together. luff about the many stupid things.. lol.. mostly im luffing not with him but about him. lol. and he still dunt geddit. lol. wakie wakie. ahahks nonetheless.. nice kid. cute. adios.


azri
okay. this one must talk alot. this one.. one of first few kiddos i befriended since sec one.. with the popular fahmi.. ahahks.. we share one similarity: the undying passion and submission to Harry J Potter. ahahks.. i still remember in sec two or three both of us wld bring the harry potter books to school and trivia each of us on the most detailed fact of the book and see who noes more of the books than the other.. ahahks.. that was in the post exams activities.. ahahks.. ahahks.. i worked with him a couple o time in some class activities.. teacher's day concert... and all.. lol.. ahahks.. and yeah, YOURE THE CLASS MANAGER MAN. THE. ahahks.. the greatest.. you care for the class.. you plus janet make 4V 3/1 2/1 1/1 the bestest best class in the whole wide world.. man.. thanks for the many times we luffed together, we squabbled about many small things together, for spurring me on to read HarryP and debate over the silliest of things..but HarryP is never silly man.. aahahks.. may you prosper in billiard club in TJ.. and all the best man. i am so gonna miss ya CM!

faizal
ahahks.. faizal is a nice kid. sometimes i feel like i so wanna kick his ass so much that he would kiss the moon.. ahahks.. faizal is sometimes irritating. wait. not sumtimes. all the time. in fact nuthing comes out of his big mouth except all the lame stuff.. and.. ahahks why am i talking about myself? XDD bawrd..


khairil
4 years.. 4 years.. cute Khairil. may you invite me to your wedding with ily billy. ahahks always had fun in the labs when we have physics lessons.. aahks.. we luffing about all the silliest things... youre one sweet kiddo diddo man.. charming and all.. alalaaa.. blush.. ahahks.. lol.. so smart but dun wan go JC what the !? ahahks.. go TJ with her la.. adios brudda take care!


yingjie
very very sporting.. so macho some more.. got no idea how a TAF member could become so tough. ahahks... i remember the funny times we teased farhad .. cus you sit behind me in english lessons.. then for postprelims revisions you were sorta stuck next to farhad then everytime that guy kept turning around to irritatingly smile at anyone.. ahahks.. sigh.. and yeah thanks so much for lending me your shorts that time when you followed the guys go cycle.. four years being friends... how time flies... ahahks.. all the best fer your Os.. then As.. then your masters.. lol.. ahahks.. see ya?


yunlong
ahhaks.. the 4V chiobu. ahahks dinnoe this guy is anothr HarryP fan just like our dear old CM (okay maybe not old).. ahhks.. remembered the last few months of school we were heavily discussing about the old HarryP (okay maybe not so old).. ahahks.. i dinnoe i can get along well with this very jovial guys.. meet him everytime in the canteen or the corridors he wld say hi to me.. so friendly lor.. ahahks.. so tall somemore.. no wonder basketball so good. ahahks wld always remember his funny antics.. act chiobu antics.. ahahks.. adios YL!

phira
"who lives in a pineapple under the sea.. spongebob squarep-" okay cut the crap. this guy here. is my class Dad. ahahks dunnoe why but he has this paternal air around him.. so fatherly.. ahahks.. we clicked on well in sec three.. talked to him online... mostly miscellaneous and rubbish stuff.. then in sec three camp gotta noe him better... was made famous to me by eating off sandflies from the ground in Taman Negara in Pahang.. ahahks okay NOT sandflies as he would retort back at me.. but some.. funny creatures with a funny name.. i forgot... wait.. i know! winged termites? flying termites..? ahahks nonetheless, this guy who so loves reptiles ate the flying termites right off the ground.. and i was kinda.. wow! ahahks.. then he also told me that certain ants taste sour while others sweet.. sometimes i was also tempted to munch one or two of the creepy crawlies and see for myself (more like taste) wether it tasted as delicious as he had reported.. lol.. ahhaks.. he also damn smart at this nature thing lor.. everytime a bizarre animal that youve never seen in your life passed you by (like the local alley cat) he would say out the exact name and breed and species.. ahahks exaggeration.. but i guess his specialty lies in knowing the scientific names of spiders.. ahahks.. then somehow.. (long story cut short) i gotta noe this wonderful kid much more in august 2005. and since then we kinda stuck like shiet.. ahahks.. gotta know that he is superb at this bike things.. like doing wheelies and all.. a biker and bike fanatic.. and yeah.. one more thing abt him is how witty he can get.. ahahks sometimes even the best of linguists cannot retort his mischevous remarks, much less try to even think of something to reply back. cus his words can sometimes become chim. panzee. okay basically im crapping.. but all in all, this guy is one helluva very fun guy to be with.. to hang out with.. to talk about the crappiest, horniest things with.. to discuss the best power98 programmes with (sometimes.. supermwawiyo.. very notty.. so .. i spank him!! XD).. to just do anything with! (waiyt.. maybe almost everything.. lol) ahaks.. so yeah.. all the best for your O results, and i DO mean it, cus my JC happiness hinges upon your O level aggregates.. ahahks.. lets hope we continue to remain friends even after sec school ( i dunnit to hope, seeing he wld land in the same JC with me.. ) aahahks.. and friends.. till the end!


edward
knew him since sec one. DAMN. ahaks joking.. my very first impression of him (and his of me also) was that he was one helluva STUCK UP, IRRITATING, HAO LIAN, CRAPPY guy.. but i was wronged. in fact.. he was much worse.. ahahks JOKING LA. ahahks.. this kid i getta noe more since sec three, and since then also i used to kinda not get along well.. ahahks maybe its this personality clash thingy.. or maybe the liking of a common person.. ahks.. hu noes.. but yeah, just like the rest of the gang.. i gotta noe him more in august 05 (DAMN). ahahks..we kinda stuck.. then.. sometimes we enjoyed being in each other's company.. sometimes the rest luffed with him, but at other times the rest luffed at him... but hey.. we kinda.. clicked..well.. kinda like his new grey sweaters.. so nice lor.. ahahks.. then new hairstyle, new hair color, new hair... new earstuds.. new ears.. new.. ahsk.. im crapping.. very cool kid (lyk me duh) and very fun to be arnd with. ahahks.. all the best ( ithinkyouneedit.oopswaitdidisayanything?XD) for your Os.. and ahahks.. lets get into MJ together! XD


juechen
ahahsk this really funny class.. never fails to liven up the gloomiest of situations in the classroom.. first got to know him better at the VJC environmental science shit.. ahahks.. some lame course.. then.. kinda hanged with him out once in a while with janet and all.. (i still dun get wether the both of them are together or not !?) hahaks.. then.. quiet funny lah.. u noe u got potential lor.. so smart but never reeally harness your smartness into your grades.. ahahks.. witty and cool.. all the way man. i knoe youll go faaaaaarr.. if you really put your head into it. (XD) ahaks.. all the best man!


guanhong
wah.. one of the wushu brothers of our class.. very kind and helpful.. always rememebr him lor.. that time chalet me and daniel and edward tried to throw him into the sea.. but yeah you guessed it.. we failed.. some more edward got a real nice bash in the chest by our wushu warrior.. waaahh.. powderful mann.. XD

guanwen
somehow or another i always picture this kid as a graceful gazelle.. ahahks maybe becos of the one time he leaped across the road to get to the bustop.. really man.. like in those medieval chinese shows.. he actually like.. flew across the road with elegance and grandeur.. (what am i crapping).. the gentler of the two brothers.. this guy really damn nice and cool sia.. XD


shingkwan
shingkie! AKA spontanshingkwan (one of the spontaneous brudders, the other being me) okay firstly this guy is uber cool. superduupeer. wait what did he call himself..? ubersexual.. dunnoe waht that means tho.. okay the honor of entitlement was granted by me to him because of the following reasons: one we are damn spontaneous cos we can pull a prank on ma dawgie lulu without planning or anything.. like.. allofasudden by a stroke of genius both of us had the common intention to scare lulu.. then online we bullied (ehem) jaime together by irritating her also without plan.. like out of the blue we just started to irritate jaime by ... yeah.. ahahks.. dunnoe la.. were just spontaneous. lol. okay lets get down to business. i started to know you in.. when? sec 3. okay honestly speaking i used to think you yaya papaya noe all kid la.. so sowie eh.. aahhks.. then time flies i realised youre not the kid with the nose in the air kinda person.. youre helpful when it comes to maths.. hahks XD then.. we somehow stuck lahh.. hang out quite a lot together.. shared a couple of common liking for certain songs. ahahks.. then chalet also.. ayayaa.. but something i wld like to say is that... im sorry if i ever "crushed your ego" -quoted straight from SK himself- at any moment of your life.. aahks.. nonetheless.. thanks alot for calling me the 'new age guy' aahahks.. sweeeeet. XD you're one brilliant mind, and you noe that you can go damn far with that head of yours. dunnoe how far you can go with the other head tho XD. ahahks. lol. all the best, and keep in touch. together you and jaime make one explosive pair. DO invite me for your wedding eh. i wanna be youre bridesmaid. yeah. XD. you noe, the one that throws the flowers.


jonathan
ahahks.. i was shocked when he had his hair highlighted lor.. thank god you din start to pierce your body parts. ahahks.. okay.. being with him for social studies told me a few things. one, looks can be deceiving. cus.. i was kinda scared he wld bash you up the moment you said something wrong abt him.. but nah.. he was the sweet guy next door type XD. two - generosity dun cost a thing. that time i lacked highlighters, then i asked wether i could borrow his neon yellow highlighter. not onli did he lend me his neon yellow highlighter, he basically emtied his huge pencil case and gave me all he got. i was like.. overwhelmed.. lac lah dude.. i asked for one you gave me the whole collection. XD thanks for the many times you spiced up class life... and for being the sweetest gorilla ive ever known. ahahks.. adios!





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okay thats the end of my testifications.. sigh.. 55 testimonials in one week. my head is cracking.. so are the rest of my body. not those that have cracks already lol. wait.. im sorrie if im crapping.. but it comes once a month.. so.. guess too bad it came now.. XD

okay. first and foremost.. my life in temasek sec wldnt have been really fantastic without the fantastic ppl like you. okay firstly making friends with ilyana farha that grp in sec one was really fun.. all the fun ppl from pasir ris primary.. lol.. then.. in sec two and then onwards or sth i got stuck to fateyn's clique.. till sec four.. ahahks.. wld never wanna lose them lor.. so cool.. amidst befriending other peeps la.. then there were the year before us the jannah banu and jannay ayub and all... my first ever senior friends.. they really rawk man.. then.. there are the sec threes this year like shamsidar and sarah and gang... wldnt have spiced up my life more than ever.. the sec one and two classmates.. the 3/1 and 4V classmates that ended my secondary life with a bang.

but there are those friends that stood by me right from the beginning through sec life and till the end. altho we didnt exactly stick 24/7 all the year round, they were the ones i knew since sec one and friendship blossomed by the day, by the month, as the years go by, right till now.. friends that always follow up on their friendship and sincerely maintain the bond and always keep it firm and strong are the ones truly worthy. acquaintances may come and go.. you may have a thousand of those friends in life.. those people you only know by name and by face.. but you dun really know him or her as an individual at all.. those ppl whom you associate to a particular clique or group that when they are alone you dun talk to them but when their in a grp you wld feel obliged to not ignore them.. yeah.. like i said on motivation night. to those friends that really put friendship at the top of their lists, i know words can only say that much.. but.. yeah thanks for simply being my friends. thank you. thank you all so much.

to all the ppl that have stood by me, and stood together in times of joy and also in times of sadness, my heartfelt and sincerest thanks right from that corner of the heart.. i thank you so so much for building this weird yet magical thing called friendsip.. for without you, i wouldnt have been the me that i am today. thanks once again guys.

also, my sincerest apologies should i ever hurt your feelings. yep, undoubtedly i have had hurt you all emotionally time and again.. qazim and asri.. fateyn and friends.. fighting all the time.. ahahks.. but yeah.. who knows.. ahahks.. sorry yeah?

and last but not least.. all the best for your O Level exams results due to be released by next march, and lets hope we all still stick together even after this graduation.. lets maintain this thing weve built.. this friendship thing. ahahks.. and hope some of us wld still continue to be in the same college so that we would bore ourselves with seeing each others face for another two yrs then go university together then work together then.. alalaaa.. ahaks.. lets hope that one day when we're all grown up and have our own kids and have our own families, lives, careers, mistresses and cars.. lets hope that when that day comes and we meet on the streets or at the mall or at the pubs or something just dunbe shy to say hi and put on a smile, knowing that after a long while that i still have a friend in you.
Yours, once and forever,
Faizal


8:04 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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* Tuesday, November 08, 2005 *
You'll Be Safe Here
Rivermaya
Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine
And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make usFuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be
[Chorus:]
Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here
Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong
And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe
[Chorus:]
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here
Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here
In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here
When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here


3:18 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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