ahahks. you guys ever felt this feeling, that lingers with you perpetually, like some kind of ghost haunting you day and night. no seriously, i dont know what it's called. its when, like, you have broken the principal's car window, and your appointment to see her is due next monday after school, and all through the weekend you dont feel easy. you act as if its nothing, but everytime during the weekend something reminded you of the detention youre gonna face you suddenly feel this stone drop right in your stomach. yeah that kindof feeling. like when you are 5 days away from the Big Os and youve been studying rather lightly, and everytime you get reminded of the exams you feel the same feeling again. it never dissipates from you, neither does it really stick to you. it just lingers there like a ghost. yep. i have been haunted by that for almost a month.
and its not solely due to exam stress.
quite a number of things are running thru my head now. this period of time, my brains never cease to stop working. the main reason is the bloody exams of course. and there are a few other factors contributing to my uneasiness. i hate it. like what Al said, long bus rides are great. i love long bus rides. it allows for continuous, uninterrupted self-reflection and self-debate. i would argue with my own head for two hours from bedok interchange to plaza singpura. or maybe from tampines to kent ridge on the 10. its really great. but, sigh, its never great to reach your destination without solving a single problem bugging your backside.
today is sunday. normally i wld haf gone for faith class early morning till 11. but the lessons are having a break due to the fasting month. and thank God, i can use this time to revise my ass off. okay, my day started at 8, and i did Raffles Instituition Emaths Paper one, only to get 62/80. not bad, u say, but i target 70 plus for all emaths paper ones. i need to secure my A1. and then after marking and doing my corrections, i attempted RGS paper one, emaths again, at about 9. and this time, the myth that gurls are smarter than guys came true for me. i got 54/80. argh! im going nowhere. but hey, after counting the many careless mistakes i get, i realise that i cld have gotten 14 marks more. i hate my carelessness.
at 10.30 i started slacking. ahahks.. and turned on the teevee and hey guess what? new seasons of Power Rangers! - Dino Thunder. MAN the first episode rawks. at least this time round they dun have a puny little hamster as their master. lol. ahahks. you guys must not miss POWER RANGERS DINO THUNDER EVERY SUNDAY AT 1030 AM ONLY ON KIDS CENTRAL.
okay. and then at abt 315 Phira came over ot my house to loan my Chem Notes. ahahks. with his new 600bucks bike. holey cow! it was awesome. Oi Phira! someday i get to ride your bike k! ahahks. and yeah. you forgot my Kung Fu Hussle. again. ah nevermind.
oh well. i am just bawrd, and this is my shit, for the day.
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and yeah, just 10 more days to Eid you peeps out there! no more hunger after that okay? resilience you all, cmon! God Bless. =)
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burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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