i was chosen among twelve new members to be part of the fityan ghufran committee. as a co-leader, i am to assist my excos in running the department that we are posted into. congratulations to the rest, tho we dun very much know where to be posted as of now.

on friday i met up with bro shafiq. the funny part is, i just met shafiq barely twice or thrice and we agreed to meet up for study. that i guess is the power of ukhuwah? i haf yet to know.. but we agreed to meet at library@orchard for certain forseeable circumstances *winks at shafiq* (miss library at orchard wasn't there, AH! grr.).. mug abit talk abit mug abit talk more, then came noon, scooted along to al-falah for congregation, and all praise the Lord the sermon was in english la. XD both shafiq and i did a little whoop in the air for the english sermon. lol. mugged abit more after that, met feedza mek at kinokuniya two floors below at taka where she has just started working. i acted as a customer when i approached her in the queue at the counter, and i picked up a book and complained to her like, "why is the package torn and not replaced? what kind of a service is this? cant any of you people do something?" ahahks and she just gave me that 'omygawd-faizal-im-gonna-kill-you-but-i-cant-because-youre-the-customer-and-im-the-counter-gurl-so-yeah' kindof look. funny la! ahahks haf fun workin there sista!

after 3 shafiq and i decided to call it a day, and i took the train to khatib with him and i took 969 to tamp where liyana and raudah were. while waiting for the meeting at ghufran, we met up and ate. and we had the time of our lives, talking and luffing and making fools of ourselfves at the restaurant. ppl were looking laa! so embarrassing. the waitress took like fifteen minutes to come to our table, and by that time i was along with the gurls taking a fork and spoon and banging the table with our fists and the utensils in our fists, shouting, "we want food" and some food chant. lol. makan abit, and off we scooted to ghufran.

the meeting cool. met up with more ppl which i hope attended. like bro hilmi! ahahks long time never see him, altho just met him within the week but we din talk much then. missd that ole guy. there was aishah oso, and yeah she kinda adviced me a bit. u go gurl, rawk on sis aishah. last but not least. hasanah. missed them alll alot. of course the meeting ahd more ppl la.. like abt15.. so yeah.

finally we decided a few stuff, and this comin friday there will be a TOT (training for trainers) after congregation, and saturday the actual event itself, an orientation for noobies. its gonna be fun!

sunday went swimmin. after meeting up with bro we swim, i blew more bubbles, learnt to swim more.. aahhks. eh thanks eh bro! you be my swim coach or sth. XD soon after went to fmsa. were havin BGM (biannual general meeting)

one thing abt me deciding to go there was that it took me lots of thinking to go. mainly because i dun wanna get involved so actively as of now. im still muggin, and that it was sunday and i still havent complete alot of work.

but on retrospect, i thank thank thank God i went for that meeting. one thing was, there was elections of new members into the exco. ashraf was elected second VP! cool ah! congrats bro! woohoo! i was made exco member.

that wasnt the point. the thing is, i met three very wonderful kids. acap and psyfool been talkin abt them sooo much but i haf yet to get to know them. finally i met up, and i was caught off guard. why? they rawk. nadiah - haf heard of her alot, and that psyful been telling her abt me. so we knew each other before meeting up lol. kinda. then i sorta went to her blog ocne a while, but din noe her yet. then finally came sunday, and i just gotta noe her. we clicked well! i love them allofasudden. lol. gee. then there was jannah, nadiah's bestfriend. damn cute la this gurl, especially when she luffed. ahahks, ANDDDD we have almost the same blogksin layout! ahahks, ANNND she lives at tamp! so now i gt frienf to go fmsa!!! finally but of course not leastly theres omar. shafiq and maya told me abt him before, so did acap and psyful. you know, passing remarks.. but got to know him. cool dood, nice pants (or skirt XD) and yeah looking forward to seeing allof em again!

we went around after fmsa's BGM, went to national library, crapped abit, then went off to SMU nearby where nadia schools at, and off we scooted to banquet at raffles hospital. talked more crap there luffed alot, and ate.. and we soon departed off for home..

i realised that after all the opportunities to work in the executive committees of council, fityan ghufran and fmsa, God really wants to give me the chance to serve. i almost forfeited my post as exco at fmsa, tho i dun really know what the job entails yet, mainly because i have more in my hands than i can cope with. after much pondering, i dun want to give it all up. this is God Almighty's Bestowal upon a lowly servant of His, and this humble servant of God will heed His Calling. All sort of obstacles i will overcome, and i will make the best out of this rare opportunities granted to me. remember, the Power to change the world lies in our hands.

But dear readers, the greatest of all bestowal upon me granted in the last few days, was not that of power, committee membership, nor was it the recognition of one's capabilities. This bestowment far supercedes all sort of blessing God has granted me, and in my daily prayers as i prostate myself upon God's earth, asking Him for Guidance and Love, the very first thing I pray for, the very first thing above them all, is,

"Oh Lord my Saviour the Cherisher of Life, I beseech you to evermore enstrength the hearts of mine and that of my Brethren, make the bonds between us brothers tighter, never make any of us go astray. Make me closer in mind, in spirit in faith and in love oh Allah, to my brothers in Islam, my friends at mosque and everywhere else, for with this unity comes strength, and the power to resurrect the Glory of Islam once again, as it did in the early years of Muhammad's prophethood. Oh Allah, make me closer to them, whom i see as beacons of light in my life, as we together tread upon the path of Journey to You. Ameen."

for this prayer is my most treasured one, aside from the prayer for my parents and happiness in this world and the hereafter. This one, i keep close to my heart.

For the best of all blessings, the most precious of all bestowals, is that one of Friends.

Thank You, God, for giving me the best of friends to me in this life. Thank You.

I love my friends.



i love my friends.

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burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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