talking about dying. it's funny how people link faizal's little actions to be suicidal. sucidal, yes - like wth? poor guy. he was laughing his ass off la. people make him look so pathetic like that. come on la, you think he'll jump down over anything? he's religious, he'll do no such thing, so don't anyhow crap funny things over his little actions."

now do u see why i cant bear to leave MJ?

two days of ramadhan has passed. during the night service (terawih prayers) i prostrate to God Almighty and asked for the best of Choice and Direction. "Oh Allah, please please please grant me Guidance and Light.. For the best of decision-Makers is You.."

hu knows what the best decision is for me? poly vs JC? no one knows..

dont make me cry again.

shiqi in her blog. the first person i spoke to in MJ life.

"the first thing i saw siauling just now she told me bout what happened in school this morning. and the news of faizal leaving for poly... really hope he dun regret his choice. we've been friends since the first day of school. i remembered the first person i knew was him. he borrowed a staple from me. we become very close friends during first three months and i really enjoyed the time we went out tgt and all the class gatherings. orientation as ogls and all the crap in class. made ms low blew her top. haha. for the pass few months we have been council mates and im so proud of you for putting in the effort to practice the dance for teachers' day. i know some teachers have been criticising our item but in the end i think it was the best performance of the day. really glad that you accepted our offer to be in the dance and thou i've been hoping we can work tgt again next year i wish you all the best for your future endeavours.

faizal, the head of public affairs, i adore your courage to believe in yourself and made decisions that truly followed your heart. pain and regret are common in life. but wherever you turn, they're always near. maybe its the mistake you made by following the crowd, ignoring the heart that speaks so loud. but when two roads diverged, and you took the one less travelled by... that has made all the difference in your life.

goodbye my dear friend."

With every end a new beginning. But who ever said this was the end? my friends, we will still rawk the earth, just haf faith in our friendships..