A recent personality test i took. its based on colors, like they present to you about 8 boxes of different colors, and you'll have to click them one after the other, based on choice eg: which one u like first. then they will make u redo the test after 2 minutes of pause, and you must try to reclick the same things again. test available at http://www.colorquiz.com/

amazingly true, about me.

here are some of the results i got from the test:



Your Source of Stress


"Has lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. Feels overtaxed and getting nowhere, but continues to stand his ground and still pursues his objectives with a fierce intensity. This subjects him to intolerable pressure from which he wants to escape, but he cannot bring himself to make the necessary decision. As a result he remains firmly involved in the problem and can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it--he cannot leave it alone and feels he will only be at peace when he has reached his objective."

This is like so true. Those who knew how much i gave up for my promos would understand this paragraph. Also, the will to follow what my heart speaks, fights on intensely altho i have settled down to staying in MJ. the wanting to get out rages on.

Your Actual Problem


"Has a fear that he might be prevented from achieving the things he wants. This leads him to employ great personal charm in his dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for him to reach his objectives."

My dad once told me that i feared failure more than anything else. Yes its true, and as stated above in the test results. Me head says i must cope with failure and make it turn into a stepping stone to success, but the ever-so-contradicting, ambiguous heart says i hate to embrace failure. The "employ great personal charm" part, hmm.. maybe? =) you be my judge!


Your Actual Problem #2


"The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond his capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. He attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as he desires them to be."


Daydreaming, slipping into wild imaginations, always thinking about the ideal future, always thinking, thinking, thinking tho some ppl like kak aishah will say im never using my brains.. are some of the things i love to do since young. why?



i think i gotta starta learn ta use my brains.

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