when ramadan is a vessel and her blessings are the jewels, i missed it when the ship departed the harbor and left me for a year.
oh i miss the senstaion ramadan gave me, the blissful calm that washed me in torrents everynight i attend the service at mosk, the constant reminder against myself to remind me and others to always keep ourselves in check, to lift ourselves to God.
oh i miss those moments when i surrendered my heart and my soul to my Creator.
the thought of failing to experience the promised Night of Power.. sad.
the nights when i meet my friends for service at mosk, everlasting.
and happy eid mubarak (another term for hari raya for those who dunno =D)
to everyone. =)
i got my results for promotional examinations 2006 already.
and im advacned to year two.
funny, no? when i never studied at all, managed to scrape thru and promote? funny, no? when i prayed to God for the best of decisions, He pointed all signs to continuing JC? funny, no? when at this last year after Os i was torn between JC and poly, but my heart said i go JC?
funny, no? the way God plans his great works for the lives of men?
im at a crossroads to decide between my initial plan to withdraw to poly, and my second option to stay another year.
poly- a breath of new life
- freedom to choose subject of interest
- more time to dedicate to my Mission work
- more relaxed environment
X harder to get to uni
X might be a rash decision
X might seem as if i gave up on JC
X waste alot of time and money on JC
JC
- direct route to uni
- shorter time spent
- already had the foundation
- already given the chance to continue
X alot of hardwork
X risk of not making the mark for As
X sacrifice one year of not doing Mission work
X sacrifice one year of not doing Mission work
X sacrifice one year of not doing Mission work
i have three weeks to make my final decision.
i have confided in a few companions.
i have prayed to God for strength.
i have surredered my life to Him.
and ive made my final decision.
guys, you'll see me in MJ next year.
8:06 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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