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* Tuesday, May 22, 2007 *
unanswered love

imploring from within
for understanding, for reason
for truth untainted
of who, why, what I am
and what, how I feel
about who, what, where you are
the questions unanswered
imprinted onto my heart
pulsating with every beat
as though alive
but really, life is twisted
love elusive
there when hateful
gone when seeking
like fire
burning savage
giving warmth
but as ashes sifted
dark as doubt
cold and hollow
thus the musings of
unanswered love

-kstczykid

The boys in my class had never been this expressive and poetic. Only today we were discussing the love life of each of us, only to be writing poems on what we feel about love. It started off with me writing random nonsense on my GP notebook, and without realising, I started to write a whole poem, and soon enough Haniff read it. Instead of just reading, he wrote a whole entire poem in reply to mine, but whose contents reflect what he thinks of the person he likes. Then the book was practically passed around among the boys and soon no one was paying attention in double GP. My friends who I have never thought to be anywhere near expressive/romantic/poetic started writing their own renditions of poems on love.

This is by Yu Quan, one among many nice ones:

Where's Love

my heart is numb
from all the pain and sorrow
scars and wounds from the past
cover my heart all over
someone poke me!
to let me feel pain
to let me feel alive
to let me feel at least something
I have no questions
I have no longings
waiting for the day
(when) warmth return to my heart
(but) til that happens
living is not meant to be

- Yu Quan of 06S304

My classmates rawk. especially the boys of the class. Haniff, Jian Rong, Jun Kwang, Yu Quan, Yisen, Me.



but then again,

really, life is twisted
love elusive
there when hateful
gone when seeking
thus the musings of
unanswered love

can someone ever answer the questions of this love?


8:25 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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