Yesterday was happy, happy was yesterday. Why? Cus i met my family after so long. Hahah. Yeahps, the Fityan Family..and boy was i HAPPY.

Yesterday was Nisfu Syaaban, and being the mugger that i am, enslaving myself to A Levels, i did not volunteer to help out at the runnings of the event, but still came down just to enjoy the prayers and all. Nice prelude to Ramadhan, as the main prayer hall was 3/4 filled with people, and the atmosphere was just so.. relaxing. otherwordly. okay enough of the descriptions. now lets get back to what i really wanna blog abt =D

The thing was, i met them all! From Kak Aishah to Atikah to Irsyad to Azraie to Fahmi to Ust Wan to Hamzah to Fairoz to Harun to Faris to Yan kopeng and Yan Gengster to Raudah to Liyana to Zee to Hilmi to Asrul to Mohksin to Ust Ahmad. and many more (Sorry if any name's missed out XD). I duno, it seems just like any other event, where everyone turns up but i was really glad us i returned to the place i call home (or rather my second home) after so long..

Sigh. 65 more days to the Big As, and then i can say "freedom!".

Pray for me yeah yall, and take care always.

12:05 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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This prayer goes to all my friends, with which i cannot spend time nowadays. In turn, I spend this prayer for all of you. So take care! and Live Strong! =) Pray that I can get through the A's yeah! =D

To:

Him in whose hands lie Dominion, Knowledge, and Faith,
My God the Living and Loving God.

Teach us to be truthful, in speech and in action
Teach us to be faithful, to our family and friends
Teach us to be strong, in calamity and trouble
Teach us to be humble, in excellence and perfection
Teach us to be PROUD, of You and Your Kingdom
Teach us to be powerful, in mastering ourselves
Teach us to be patient, in adversity and tribulation
Teach us to be wise, with knowledge and wisdom
Teach us to be loving, with care and concern for others
Teach us to be loved, to let others show that they care
Teach us to be spiritual, in faith and in truth
Teach us to care, and then, not to care.

Teach, our Lord, in whose hands lie the power to Love

to Love, and be Loved.

From:

Faizal.

5:55 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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Tag replies:

fami and zee: okay you guys can go and quarrel k while i just stick around and pretend this blog is mine. =)
JANNAH!!!: tengah mugging ah sister.. nanti kite meet k! no problem! =) just stay around! send me regards to e "rest". =)
Hanisa: Salam alaik you too! still remember you! =) k, no problem, will link you up. I hope your sister's trip to study overseas brings benefit for all! ameeeeeenn. =)





Finally got a reply from Dr Danial. Was just emailing him asking whether I could cite portions of his fantastic book Islam- the Misunderstood Religion- in my blog, and guess what! The author himself replied my email and said YES!!! but regretably I need to have the book with me (which I dont have right now) in order for me to cite anything at all. W regards to that, keep updated yeah! Will blog about really cool interesting facts about Islam and things you never knew before!

Anyways, I am currently banging on Mathematics for the time being (and putting Biology, Chemistry and Economics aside first) 'cus i've just realised i know absolutely NOTHING about math. Thank God I am right now on track, with thanks also to my tutors and friends who've been course-crashing me through topics, and lending me notes and tutorials. =)

By the ways, my A's oficially begin on the 31 st October with General Paper, roughly about 12~13 weeks counting down. Prelims begin right after the september break (which after all the work I have to do to mug and stuff there wont be any "break" for me, sadly), and honestly I am less prepared for prelims than I am prepared to wed a princess. (How I got that analogy I dont know, so dont ask. maybe it's a sad attempt to crack some funny jokes, talents for which I have discarded along with my life the moment I began this regime of mugging monkhood.)

Otherwise, school is all bore and unbearable, but thank God Almighty all the bear and boars and put under restrain with the help of friends who make going to school less of a torture and more of fun, with all the "under-table" passing around of chocolate and sweets, silent games of Bingo, and playing word games when we ought to have been doing essays.

Some of the tips I made for myself to pull me through a round day at school:

1) ALWAYS HAVE SWEETS IN YOUR BAG

you never know when you might need to start chewing something sweet and edible, after drooling so much over your test papers and tutorials (not because of addiction, but rather due to utter boredom)

2) ALWAYS HAVE A STORYBOOK IN YOUR BAG

too much notes-reading and doing homework might be a good cause for brain-damage, so for bibliophiles (bookworms) like me, do have some action-packed thriller or fantastical fictions in your bag to soothe the pain of mugging

3) SLEEP EARLY THE PREVIOUS NIGHT AND DONT EAT LATE SUPPER

i swear, by the time you get into poly/jc, most of the time we spend with our notes we spend sleeping as well, whether it be in lecture theatres, tutorials, or even during breaks. sleeping early helps sleepyheads like me to sustaing a rough day in school - and avoid sudden waking shouts into your ears from a furious teacher. ALSO, for idiots like me who have bad tolerance level for shit in the stomach (pardon the crude lang), never eat a heavy supper the night before, as there might just be a high chance your stomach start to give you shit (oh yes literally) right in the bus towards school (AND YOU DONT WANNA SHIT IN THE BUS, RIGHT GUYS!)

4) PACK YOUR BAG TO SCHOOL

i know, this age-old bad-habit of many of us - NOT BRINGING/DOING HOMEWORK -
but please, just bring them all even if you noe you din do them. at least it spares you a lil. notice i din say anything about doing any homework .. (lalala..)

5) last but not least..

Just remember to have fun! =)

3:14 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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Tag replies =)

Lina: Hahahs, thanks Lina for the support! and anything just ask k, ill try to help you in math =)
Alvin: HEY! stick around yeah!
Zee: Thanks yous for the advice! I'll try to study smart +)
PiPi: Alalalaa... sho shweet.. =) KK, i wont promise, but we will soon see each other, InshaAllah k! with Kams!
Junn: Ya la.. kene muGG lahh.. kalau tak habes la. ahahks, take care, and stick around too! jgn luper dtg kpr k!
Fana: Yaaaa!! im losing it! im losing it! what? LIFE! ahahks, the last time i actually went out to lepak was, well, the last time i went out to lepak. lol. kk, wish me luck and pray for me k! thanks! =)

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Final Prostration. where that word came from i duno, but i find it sounds cool. k what it means is - the last sujud (it is when we Muslims bow down and cast ourselves face down on the ground in adoration to God) of the prayer, right before we end it with the salam.

The final prostration is special, cus unlike any other sujud, this one is promised granting of whatever you ask from God, as the Messenger (peace be unto Him) said:

'The nearest a servant can be to his Lord is when he is prostrating, so invoke (supplicate) Allah much in it."

"Ask, and ye shall be given." So pray to God, and ask Him whatever you want. =)

there's this website with real cool du'a (in ENGLISH! and arabic - for those who wanna read it in its original language) and it's good stuff. has got prayers for Victory, for Studies, for Forgiveness, for Success and many more. Go go go!

here's the webbie! go visit at: http://www.geocities.com/mutmainaa/dua.html

3:20 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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man, feels nice to see me tag board teeming with conversation again. okay here are the replies!

- Zee!: Thanks for sticking here even if this blog was dead (which is apparently now, alive, lol)! stick around!

- Fahmi!: miss talking nonsense with you really, seeing all i do at mosk nowadays is work work and more serious stuff. organise something fun la =)

- Lina!: Nice to see you here! Stick around too k!

- Scrazzy!: Nah amek kau, skin baru. ahahks, and.. yeah.. i dont forget our conversation we had the other time. Sure! use them k, but once i register for copyright u will have to pay like 10 bucks for every word you quote =P

- Marl!: Nuthing nice la.. just what i like doing.. other than poems im not good at anything else really. dont mention soccer. =D

- Kak A!: Thanks! we have a lot to catch up with. You get me. =D

- PiPi!: Sister! after all this while you still remember me eh! Stay happy k!




Dear God,

If committing my service to you by fulfilling my duties as a student, occupying my time with fruitful revision and study means that I have little time to spend with the people I love and the friends I cherish, then I regretfully say I would have taken a different path to the polytechnic two years ago if i had the chance to turn back time. But since I am here and it would do no justice to talk about things that will never happen, I pray to you dear God, to grant me strength in body and in mind, for me to brave this journey to success, for me to fulfill my duties to you as a student and as your servant. But dearest God, above them all, I pray to you, to keep safe my friends, keep them in my memory and my prayers, and let them know, let all the world know, that apart from you dear God any my parents, there are no other people on this earth I would love more than them. Give me time, give me this 12 weeks to get down to business and mug my heart out, and help me through this. Cus nothing else matters when I have nothing to lose, and You to gain. Ameen.

9:26 PM
burn! - 'cus the lovers of God are ablaze.
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